Today someone ask me "What would i do and feel, if i know that the next breath i m abt to draw will be the last."
In reply i close my eyes and start imagine what if there is some toxic gas in my room and i m going to die because of it .
The 1st thing that came into my mind is "I will ask forgiveness from ALLAH and than take the deep breath to feel the life last time :) "
Than I start thinking about weather it is good or bad? Why m I not afraid of dying? I m not very pious person, and not very religious person either than y didn't I feel fear? Why am I ok with weather I live or die?
Than I remember my feeling when i was in 9th, exams are near but my preparation of chemistry is very very bad, it seems like I m going to fail my paper but still I go and give paper by some miracle I pass that exam.
Same is the case with me now, even though I m not prepare but I have faith in ALLAH‘s generous nature and I m hoping that HE would forgive me. Regardless of weather I deserve it or not .
What if ALLAH just forgive me because I have faith in HIM :)